To say the last year has been the dark days of my soul would be an understatement. It is has been the most beautiful, enlightening, incredible, awe inspiring time of my life and the darkest days and times I have ever experienced…and if any of you know my history and childhood you know this is saying a lot. I’ve worked so hard for over ten years bringing in balance and joy and harmony to live in a state that allowed me to shift in and out of realities seamlessly and damn it was a good ride! When we said this was practice for the big show…we had no idea how true it would be. We are in it…neck deep and at times gasping for air. It’s still beautiful, enlightening, incredible and awe inspiring but holy shit balls…it’s simultaneously brutal. There are days I feel like a ping pong ball going from, Monday of pure bliss and brilliant flow, to Tuesday feeling run over by a steamroller. Naturally, I ask why? What the hell is going on? Didn’t we prepare for this? Didn’t we study and practice and live what we were teaching and wasn’t life bliss? Yep…it was. Now is the real show and it’s not all rainbows and sausages!
This is where I am, what I have seen happening and why. We all know we have been living in a third dimensional reality. To some of you this is very clear and to some dimensions are still just an idea that sounds true but doesn’t really feel attainable. For some it’s a way to keep score, feel a part of or to judge those that aren’t as ascended as another. It is simply a natural evolution both through contraction and expansion on our souls journey. I’m going to explain a little more about this and see if it provides more clarity or at least plants one more seed.
Dimensions are basically the frequency we hold in our bodies that expand and naturally shift through phases based on our evolution of body and soul. It is comparable to grades in school. You graduate 2nd grade and go to 3rd. If you tried to go from 3rd to 8th nothing would make sense and you would fail pretty quick and vice versa you would be bored and not effective going from 8th to 2nd. Instead of arbitrary learning designed by a political system, it is an organic evolution of experience and creating. We are all within a certain range of frequency from each other, which allows us to interact and share space. This means we are all close in evolution of dimensions as well. Our group consciousness (meaning the earth as a whole, which is dependent on every single soul incarnate right this moment) has been at the verge of third dimension ascending into fourth reality and simultaneously third dimension descending into 2nd reality. This occurs because the moment we are in 3rd dimension, we are simultaneously holding space for where we came from (2nd dimension) and where we are going (4th dimension). If we are descending, it is holding space for where we are in the present moment (3rd), where we came from (4th dimension) and where we are going (2nd dimension). It is a microcosm of the past, present and future. As we go into 4th dimension, we shift into our past being (3rd) and our future being (5th). Because we are on the cusp, we will sometimes slip back into 3rd and experience 2nd dimensional beings, as well as push fully into 4th and experience 5th dimensional versions of ourselves as well. This has opened up a rather large range of beings coming into our lives…many that will feel very foreign to us and mix like oil and water. This occurs to challenge us, reminding us where we have been so we don’t descend back and where we are going, which is out of our comfort zone and new.
We are also playing in a new dimension, which means we have new ingredients to put into our creation recipes. When we were in 3rd dimension, we had mastered 1 and 2. Meaning at any given point we could be all in 1, all in 2 or in 1 and 2 together. This gave us 3 main options to choose from and then shades between the three depending on frequency. This translated to 1 (light- white) and 2 (dark- black) and 3 (shades of grey). Now that we are in 4th and have mastered 3rd, we have 1, 2 and 3 to play with. This means at any given time we can be in all 1, or all 2, or all 3, or in 1 & 2 together, 2 & 3 together, 1 & 3 together or 1, 2 & 3 together. This opens all seven channels currently available. This translates to 1 (light- white), 2 (dark- black/purple- with color activated we see it’s actually dark purple and not black…the hawaiians call it Po), 3 (green), 4 (red), 5 (blue), 6 (orange), 7 (yellow) We now have seven options. Where before we were in a dualistic world and things were up, down and center….yes, no, and maybe…right, wrong and undecided…now we have 7 options at all times which makes things much more complicated. Versions of us that were not consciously creating were simply looking at others. If they didn’t like what they saw they simply did the opposite or if they did they would do the same. Now they see seven options, don’t have an inner compass to be able to choose and they short circuit. This seems like an epidemic right now but is a natural part of evolution.
All of this has been showing itself to us for a couple of years but what is occuring now is a physical opening of our poles. This is not only happening to the earth but to us as well. We are a microcosm of the earth…it is us. It is not our mother…it is our master body…the source of entry for our prime creators. The way we have cells in our body, we are the cells to the earth’s body. The moon (mun) is our mother and the sun is our father in the traditional sense. They are our first and second dimensional incarnations as a whole. These were the names and frequency for them in the third dimension…the way we project our past 1st and 2nd dimensional experiences. These names will shift soon. Earth is actually EARth which is the first incarnation of our body in a third dimensional form, which created the first degree. In second dimension we were flat, reflecting ourselves as up and down. This is where religion got its memory from for heaven and hell. Depending on which side you were on heaven was above you and hell below…where you were going and where you came in a linear form. Remember that heaven and hell or right and wrong are subjective to where you as the subject are and where you are going. When we shifted into third dimension we became a sphere that expressed our infinite form and allowed us to create outwardly. This is why the flat earth theory has become so popular. Those expressions of us that are holding space for descension, as we ascend, are going from 3rd dimension into 2nd and the earth is becoming flat again. We see a resurgence of racism and separation because color is receding and black and white are becoming more prevalent. Again, this is only for the versions of us that are descending from 3rd to 2nd. Giving this our energy and attention begins to distract us from our flow and evolution and aligns us with a lower frequency pulling us into the past.
Our mother and father were expressed in the Mun and Sun…light and dark. The sun is pure light, the mun pure shadow and the relationship between the two created space. Our frequency between the two determines how we manafest the physical earth and ourselves. The mun, our mother, is actually a black hole. Where the sun is absolute light, the mun is the black hole that absorbs that light and creates shadow and space. It’s continuous. The sun shines through the mun and comes out the other side, back into itself, only to shine back into the mun and on and on to infinity. The moon as we know it is a third dimensional blockage we created when we turned from the feminine and threw ourselves out of balance. Like a tumor we have a growth in the universe that blocks our natural flow, creating imbalance in the relationship between our light and shadow. When we create disease in our body, it is because we have expanded and evolved into a new frequency within our body but we are holding on to old beliefs, pains, memories that we manafest in ourselves through thought and intention. However, it is an old frequency that has a heavier density, so it literally can’t be incorporated and accepted into our body in its current form. Depending on where we create this and how big it is, it blocks flow, interrupts function and can cause issues our body can’t overcome. We can just as easily change the frequency back by letting go but we are just now beginning to fully understand what is happening and how to work with it. This is what we have done with the mun. The U in Mun was representation of the womb and absorption of the sun. The O O in mOOn represents the opposing black hole and blockage. This is why the full moon is known for when people feel and act the most crazy. It is not because it’s more full of the moon and our emotions are off…it’s because it’s less full of the mun, more blocked and we are less connected with our emotions and completely out of balance. Our emotions are our sensors for how our intentions and frequency are interacting and creating our reality. If our sensors are off, we are essentially creating without a compass.
Why is this important? It is important to know where we came from and understand the progression of our evolution but it’s also imperative we know where we are going. As the earth becomes flat in the second dimension, remains spherical in the third, the fourth dimension shifts into a tube torus. The north and south poles are beginning to open and will create a space in the middle like a donut that will allow us to not only create outwardly but inwardly as well. We are literally going to open up middle earth. Imagine watching TV that is two dimensional, then going into a 3d movie theatre, and now being able to get up in that movie and interact with the characters and change things…welcome to 4th dimension.
The chakras and our understanding are shifting as well. The old chakras were a system we had within ourselves similar to a projection television. As we moved through life, our internal poles…light and dark, would work with our body to reflect outward into the world and bounce off to prism color into our surroundings. It used water, space and matter outside of ourselves to react with our frequency and create dimension and our reality. In the 4th dimension we have activated our 1st dimension of light/white, 2nd dimension of dark/black, and now third dimension of green…which together create red, orange, yellow and blue between. Now we have the full rainbow spectrum and an understanding of why we all love rainbows so much. We see it as the epitome of beauty and balance…knowing we must have sun and shadow, combined with water and frequency to create in full color. I can’t fully explain why or what yet but I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that the massive solar eclipse we had last year was the first exposure to the 4th color coming to us in the fourth dimension. We aren’t able to pull it in and project it out yet but it is here and already in play. Just think…when we finally enter into 5th dimension, we will have 1, 2, 3 & 4 to work with…which will open up 15 channels! We have a long way to go before we reach 5th dimension and there is no rush…we have to play out, express and create every possible scenario in 4th first. We are simultaneously creating 5th and forgetting 3rd as we live in and hold space for 4th.
So again…why is all of this so important? We have to understand what is happening to us and why. Right now we are bouncing back and forth between who we are (4th) and who we used to be (3rd). We are always doing this but the frequencies between a more expanded version of the same frequency within dimensions is much easier to flow between than two different paradigms at all. It’s like going between streets in the same town verses traveling between the mainland and Hawaii in moments. The way this is manifesting in our lives is deeply confusing and frustrating because we are still trying to operate from a 3rd dimensional perspective. We are wanting to create by picking a range between black and white, instead of understanding they are now overlaid and broadcasting in 4-D color. We can’t choose right or wrong in a situation and create from there, we must align the light and shadow simultaneously to create the full spectrum within ourselves and project those colors outward. We no longer need the outer world solely to make and create color, we have them within. Example…most things in our reality that are colorful are made of pigments that turn things into shades and require those pigments to manafest the color itself. If you look at a butterfly wing or a peacock feather…there is no pigment that creates those colors, it comes solely from the frequency and vibration of the wing and feather itself that works with natural iridescence to create the color itself…it self sources…absoulutely amazing! That is now us!!!
We are seeing this in Hawaii with the lava and how things are playing out with Pele. Tor kept getting the message about a month ago that Pele was not a woman or that she was androgynous and I kept saying, well I am sure she holds both polarities but I felt strongly Pele was a woman. Lloyd, one of my heArtists at the shop and a fellow haumana that did retreat last year, was painting a scene he took by our house at the caldera a few days before it started draining out and erupting and everyone kept saying she looked like a man. A lot of the pictures that have began to surface also looked like a man spitting fire and more masculine than normal. A couple weeks after the initial flow, which has been very rough and unlike our normal eruptions, a softer lava flow started coming through that we call pahoehoe lava and is smooth and slow and soft and much more Pele style. There has been a strange feeling of knowing Pele is compassionate but still being uneasy that things aren’t in the norm. A kumu told a friend of mine a few days ago that this wasn’t just Pele but also Ai Laau…which translates to the Forest Eater. Ai Laau was a masculine fire god that was on the islands before Pele arrived. He was much more destructive and unforgiving in the part he took for creating the islands. He had set into one fire pit around the time Pele was looking for a new home and had heard of him and the islands. She came here hoping to partner with him and find her forever home. When she came, he hid from her out of fear and was entirely lost. Pele found the old pit he resided in and began to dig and found it filled every one of her desires, so she decided to call Hawaii her home forever. The legends now say that the time has come and Ai Laau is back, along with Pele, and we are seeing both surface. If we look at the overall point of evolution this makes perfect sense. We go through shifts of all feminine, all masculine and back and forth until some point we bring them both into balance. This is the part of the story where the two finally come together to make peace and work harmoniously. It will bring growing pains and devastation but if we allow it, it will create something more amazing than we could have ever imagined. This is happening within us individually as well. We are being invited to accept the shadow and the light and allow them to come together in harmony to activate all of our angles and shades and colors, so we can fully create with all of our being and not find ourselves limited to one aspect.
If you are still fighting your shadow…if you are still allowing others judgements to keep you in a limited version…if you are being silent to keep the peace, while suffering inside, it is time to set yourselves free. Pretending everything is ok to avoid conflict and keep things in love and peace is bullshit. You can put icing and sprinkles on a turd and call it a cupcake but it’s still a turd! We have to face ourselves and love both aspects of our being. I promise you will find that both aspects are divine and imperative to true creation. Good and bad are an illusion that no longer exist in our world. There is no victim when you realize you are playing both parts…and you are. The only drama, trauma, catastrophe and devastation is when you are comparing your reality to something you expect or desire it to be. We have never lived today…so how do we know what it’s supposed to look like? Instead of judging the moment based on what we thought it would be, be present in the moment for what it is and see and experience the magic. You worked lifetimes to create it…why waste it? Shoots…I guess I could have just said that ten paragraphs ago…but where would the fun in that be?
I love you so much and if you read to the end…thank you for being present and riding this wave with me. Thank you for helping bring through this information and witnessing it with me.
Sending you huge aloha and as always…please share feedback and questions. I want more than anything for you to get it…for that aha moment to knock you on your butts and lift you into a space with so much potential and new opportunity.