Today I was flipping through facebook among all of the emotionally charged political posts and a simple sentence popped out at me from a distant friend. He asked the following:
“I’m experiencing a block around practicing unconditional love for sadistic killers. Any words of wisdom for the weary traveller?”
I love seeing genuine questions in a public forum like this because it creates conversation and opportunity not only for the person posting it but also the reader who receives the message to share, in this case myself, and the subsequent viewers of the exchange. I have practiced for years to know when a question is sincere and when I am invited to share the response or continue on without receiving. In this case, I heard clearly his message and was grateful for the reminder. These are the words I shared:
“I would invite you to release the need to send them love or anything of yourself, other than acceptance. Judgement is meant as a radar for us to know our own path and is irrelevant to the other person we are reflecting and projecting on. They are in possession of their own truth. The only question of concern is why you are choosing to share space with them and/or co-create and what you can learn, affirm or shift within your own truth because of it. Mahalo for asking the question and giving me an opportunity to reflect as well.”
I am envisioning the day when my “wall” is filled with these kind of conversations and the evident safety of feeling freedom to share and receive.
I wanted to share what we are going through tonight with the storms and the fires and the intense energies that are coming through. Hoping that hearing this will align you exactly where you need to be and allow you to relax into the experience, trusting that you are in complete creation flow.
When the eclipse occurred a couple weeks ago, the message it gave me was an understanding that as we shift into the 4th dimension it will be a physical change. In other words we are creating a new body, a new temple and a new space to create from.
The versions of us Descending are going into 2nd dimension, the versions of us Ascending are moving into 4th and the matrix it stems from has now taken it’s place in the 3rd, which becomes our past. We can no longer live in the same world we knew of because we have expanded outside of it. Remember that the Moon and the Sun are the original 1st and 2nd dimensions. When they came together they created the 3rd dimension, which was the Earth. Now that we are ascending, we are combining the moon, the sun and the earth into one, which will birth the 4th. When the message came in, it showed me this in color.
The Moon is Blue, the Sun is Yellow and the Earth is Green. The new embodiment will be Red. I didn’t quite understand this until I realized it fit into the fibonacci sequence and understanding of creating. Before we only had Blue and Yellow, which gave us 3 options…(1) Blue, (2) Yellow, and (3) Blue + Yellow (green) or Right, Wrong, Neutral or Yes, No, Maybe, or Up, Down, Center…etc. Now we add Red in and we have 7. (1) Blue, (2) Yellow, (3) Red, (4) Blue+Yellow (green), (5) Blue+Red (Purple), (6) Yellow+Red (orange) and (7) Blue+Yellow+Red (brown).
As we discussed, this is why we are seeing so many people, with what we would imagine as crazy realities or thoughts…because there are so many more options. This is why we are seeing the mandela effect and so many other possibilities and timelines. There is no longer just right or wrong or neither…there is now more than one correct answer. The upside of this is that it completes our inner spectrum or rainbow and activates our full energy spectrum which allows us to be full creators. Imagine going from 3 crayons in your box to 7! Cool fact is that while the primary colors we have been trained to know, Red, Blue and Yellow represent the color wheel…Red, Blue and Green are the primary colors of light. If you subtract white from these you get cyan, magenta and yellow. If you mix them all together you get black. Full spectrum.
When the vision came in, it showed me the new embodiment of 4th dimension would be red…which I immediately thought Mars. However, tonight I began seeing videos and reports online that people were seeing a second, “Red Moon”. They are literally seeing two moons in the sky and one of them is red. You can YouTube this and actually see footage. I don’t think this is another moon…although we have heard of a time of two moons but I think it was translated that way because of the shape and illumination. I think this is the beginning manifestation of our fourth dimension, which of course we always have to see without before we can accept and embody it within.
Simultaneously, while this is happening and we are creating our 4th, the other side of us is doing the opposite and forgetting 3rd while separating back out into 2nd. (Ascension remembers and comes together, while descension forgets and separates apart) 2nd dimension is the time of opposites. It was a time that fire and water lived separately and hadn’t come together. If we look at the world right now, half of our planet is on fire and the other half is being flooded. We are literally seeing the separation happen before our eyes.
It is important to understand the process of ascension. While we were descending and going from 5th dimension to 4th and to 3rd, etc…we were forgetting where we came from in order to fragment. Now as we ascend we are remembering everything and embodying it all simultaneously. We will see third dimension, we will witness second and we will be fourth. Not like descension where you forget everything you came from.
During times of disaster, like we are currently seeing and feeling and times of loss and separation, it is so important to feel into our bodies and ask if we are BE-IN (being) that experience or are we witnessing it and remembering it because we have already been that in the past? If we don’t understand how to navigate this new paradigm, we can easily get pulled back into the past and find ourselves in an old and unfulfilling pattern of a previous dimension. We must also practice releasing judgement of where we have been and what we are seeing and remember what we learned fro it and find a place of acceptance and compassion. The more we fight our expansion, grieve what we are leaving behind and fear the unknown of where we are going…the more suffering we create for ourselves. The choice is ours
To say the last year has been the dark days of my soul would be an understatement. It is has been the most beautiful, enlightening, incredible, awe inspiring time of my life and the darkest days and times I have ever experienced…and if any of you know my history and childhood you know this is saying a lot. I’ve worked so hard for over ten years bringing in balance and joy and harmony to live in a state that allowed me to shift in and out of realities seamlessly and damn it was a good ride! When we said this was practice for the big show…we had no idea how true it would be. We are in it…neck deep and at times gasping for air. It’s still beautiful, enlightening, incredible and awe inspiring but holy shit balls…it’s simultaneously brutal. There are days I feel like a ping pong ball going from, Monday of pure bliss and brilliant flow, to Tuesday feeling run over by a steamroller. Naturally, I ask why? What the hell is going on? Didn’t we prepare for this? Didn’t we study and practice and live what we were teaching and wasn’t life bliss? Yep…it was. Now is the real show and it’s not all rainbows and sausages!
This is where I am, what I have seen happening and why. We all know we have been living in a third dimensional reality. To some of you this is very clear and to some dimensions are still just an idea that sounds true but doesn’t really feel attainable. For some it’s a way to keep score, feel a part of or to judge those that aren’t as ascended as another. It is simply a natural evolution both through contraction and expansion on our souls journey. I’m going to explain a little more about this and see if it provides more clarity or at least plants one more seed.
Dimensions are basically the frequency we hold in our bodies that expand and naturally shift through phases based on our evolution of body and soul. It is comparable to grades in school. You graduate 2nd grade and go to 3rd. If you tried to go from 3rd to 8th nothing would make sense and you would fail pretty quick and vice versa you would be bored and not effective going from 8th to 2nd. Instead of arbitrary learning designed by a political system, it is an organic evolution of experience and creating. We are all within a certain range of frequency from each other, which allows us to interact and share space. This means we are all close in evolution of dimensions as well. Our group consciousness (meaning the earth as a whole, which is dependent on every single soul incarnate right this moment) has been at the verge of third dimension ascending into fourth reality and simultaneously third dimension descending into 2nd reality. This occurs because the moment we are in 3rd dimension, we are simultaneously holding space for where we came from (2nd dimension) and where we are going (4th dimension). If we are descending, it is holding space for where we are in the present moment (3rd), where we came from (4th dimension) and where we are going (2nd dimension). It is a microcosm of the past, present and future. As we go into 4th dimension, we shift into our past being (3rd) and our future being (5th). Because we are on the cusp, we will sometimes slip back into 3rd and experience 2nd dimensional beings, as well as push fully into 4th and experience 5th dimensional versions of ourselves as well. This has opened up a rather large range of beings coming into our lives…many that will feel very foreign to us and mix like oil and water. This occurs to challenge us, reminding us where we have been so we don’t descend back and where we are going, which is out of our comfort zone and new.
We are also playing in a new dimension, which means we have new ingredients to put into our creation recipes. When we were in 3rd dimension, we had mastered 1 and 2. Meaning at any given point we could be all in 1, all in 2 or in 1 and 2 together. This gave us 3 main options to choose from and then shades between the three depending on frequency. This translated to 1 (light- white) and 2 (dark- black) and 3 (shades of grey). Now that we are in 4th and have mastered 3rd, we have 1, 2 and 3 to play with. This means at any given time we can be in all 1, or all 2, or all 3, or in 1 & 2 together, 2 & 3 together, 1 & 3 together or 1, 2 & 3 together. This opens all seven channels currently available. This translates to 1 (light- white), 2 (dark- black/purple- with color activated we see it’s actually dark purple and not black…the hawaiians call it Po), 3 (green), 4 (red), 5 (blue), 6 (orange), 7 (yellow) We now have seven options. Where before we were in a dualistic world and things were up, down and center….yes, no, and maybe…right, wrong and undecided…now we have 7 options at all times which makes things much more complicated. Versions of us that were not consciously creating were simply looking at others. If they didn’t like what they saw they simply did the opposite or if they did they would do the same. Now they see seven options, don’t have an inner compass to be able to choose and they short circuit. This seems like an epidemic right now but is a natural part of evolution.
All of this has been showing itself to us for a couple of years but what is occuring now is a physical opening of our poles. This is not only happening to the earth but to us as well. We are a microcosm of the earth…it is us. It is not our mother…it is our master body…the source of entry for our prime creators. The way we have cells in our body, we are the cells to the earth’s body. The moon (mun) is our mother and the sun is our father in the traditional sense. They are our first and second dimensional incarnations as a whole. These were the names and frequency for them in the third dimension…the way we project our past 1st and 2nd dimensional experiences. These names will shift soon. Earth is actually EARth which is the first incarnation of our body in a third dimensional form, which created the first degree. In second dimension we were flat, reflecting ourselves as up and down. This is where religion got its memory from for heaven and hell. Depending on which side you were on heaven was above you and hell below…where you were going and where you came in a linear form. Remember that heaven and hell or right and wrong are subjective to where you as the subject are and where you are going. When we shifted into third dimension we became a sphere that expressed our infinite form and allowed us to create outwardly. This is why the flat earth theory has become so popular. Those expressions of us that are holding space for descension, as we ascend, are going from 3rd dimension into 2nd and the earth is becoming flat again. We see a resurgence of racism and separation because color is receding and black and white are becoming more prevalent. Again, this is only for the versions of us that are descending from 3rd to 2nd. Giving this our energy and attention begins to distract us from our flow and evolution and aligns us with a lower frequency pulling us into the past.
Our mother and father were expressed in the Mun and Sun…light and dark. The sun is pure light, the mun pure shadow and the relationship between the two created space. Our frequency between the two determines how we manafest the physical earth and ourselves. The mun, our mother, is actually a black hole. Where the sun is absolute light, the mun is the black hole that absorbs that light and creates shadow and space. It’s continuous. The sun shines through the mun and comes out the other side, back into itself, only to shine back into the mun and on and on to infinity. The moon as we know it is a third dimensional blockage we created when we turned from the feminine and threw ourselves out of balance. Like a tumor we have a growth in the universe that blocks our natural flow, creating imbalance in the relationship between our light and shadow. When we create disease in our body, it is because we have expanded and evolved into a new frequency within our body but we are holding on to old beliefs, pains, memories that we manafest in ourselves through thought and intention. However, it is an old frequency that has a heavier density, so it literally can’t be incorporated and accepted into our body in its current form. Depending on where we create this and how big it is, it blocks flow, interrupts function and can cause issues our body can’t overcome. We can just as easily change the frequency back by letting go but we are just now beginning to fully understand what is happening and how to work with it. This is what we have done with the mun. The U in Mun was representation of the womb and absorption of the sun. The O O in mOOn represents the opposing black hole and blockage. This is why the full moon is known for when people feel and act the most crazy. It is not because it’s more full of the moon and our emotions are off…it’s because it’s less full of the mun, more blocked and we are less connected with our emotions and completely out of balance. Our emotions are our sensors for how our intentions and frequency are interacting and creating our reality. If our sensors are off, we are essentially creating without a compass.
Why is this important? It is important to know where we came from and understand the progression of our evolution but it’s also imperative we know where we are going. As the earth becomes flat in the second dimension, remains spherical in the third, the fourth dimension shifts into a tube torus. The north and south poles are beginning to open and will create a space in the middle like a donut that will allow us to not only create outwardly but inwardly as well. We are literally going to open up middle earth. Imagine watching TV that is two dimensional, then going into a 3d movie theatre, and now being able to get up in that movie and interact with the characters and change things…welcome to 4th dimension.
The chakras and our understanding are shifting as well. The old chakras were a system we had within ourselves similar to a projection television. As we moved through life, our internal poles…light and dark, would work with our body to reflect outward into the world and bounce off to prism color into our surroundings. It used water, space and matter outside of ourselves to react with our frequency and create dimension and our reality. In the 4th dimension we have activated our 1st dimension of light/white, 2nd dimension of dark/black, and now third dimension of green…which together create red, orange, yellow and blue between. Now we have the full rainbow spectrum and an understanding of why we all love rainbows so much. We see it as the epitome of beauty and balance…knowing we must have sun and shadow, combined with water and frequency to create in full color. I can’t fully explain why or what yet but I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that the massive solar eclipse we had last year was the first exposure to the 4th color coming to us in the fourth dimension. We aren’t able to pull it in and project it out yet but it is here and already in play. Just think…when we finally enter into 5th dimension, we will have 1, 2, 3 & 4 to work with…which will open up 15 channels! We have a long way to go before we reach 5th dimension and there is no rush…we have to play out, express and create every possible scenario in 4th first. We are simultaneously creating 5th and forgetting 3rd as we live in and hold space for 4th.
So again…why is all of this so important? We have to understand what is happening to us and why. Right now we are bouncing back and forth between who we are (4th) and who we used to be (3rd). We are always doing this but the frequencies between a more expanded version of the same frequency within dimensions is much easier to flow between than two different paradigms at all. It’s like going between streets in the same town verses traveling between the mainland and Hawaii in moments. The way this is manifesting in our lives is deeply confusing and frustrating because we are still trying to operate from a 3rd dimensional perspective. We are wanting to create by picking a range between black and white, instead of understanding they are now overlaid and broadcasting in 4-D color. We can’t choose right or wrong in a situation and create from there, we must align the light and shadow simultaneously to create the full spectrum within ourselves and project those colors outward. We no longer need the outer world solely to make and create color, we have them within. Example…most things in our reality that are colorful are made of pigments that turn things into shades and require those pigments to manafest the color itself. If you look at a butterfly wing or a peacock feather…there is no pigment that creates those colors, it comes solely from the frequency and vibration of the wing and feather itself that works with natural iridescence to create the color itself…it self sources…absoulutely amazing! That is now us!!!
We are seeing this in Hawaii with the lava and how things are playing out with Pele. Tor kept getting the message about a month ago that Pele was not a woman or that she was androgynous and I kept saying, well I am sure she holds both polarities but I felt strongly Pele was a woman. Lloyd, one of my heArtists at the shop and a fellow haumana that did retreat last year, was painting a scene he took by our house at the caldera a few days before it started draining out and erupting and everyone kept saying she looked like a man. A lot of the pictures that have began to surface also looked like a man spitting fire and more masculine than normal. A couple weeks after the initial flow, which has been very rough and unlike our normal eruptions, a softer lava flow started coming through that we call pahoehoe lava and is smooth and slow and soft and much more Pele style. There has been a strange feeling of knowing Pele is compassionate but still being uneasy that things aren’t in the norm. A kumu told a friend of mine a few days ago that this wasn’t just Pele but also Ai Laau…which translates to the Forest Eater. Ai Laau was a masculine fire god that was on the islands before Pele arrived. He was much more destructive and unforgiving in the part he took for creating the islands. He had set into one fire pit around the time Pele was looking for a new home and had heard of him and the islands. She came here hoping to partner with him and find her forever home. When she came, he hid from her out of fear and was entirely lost. Pele found the old pit he resided in and began to dig and found it filled every one of her desires, so she decided to call Hawaii her home forever. The legends now say that the time has come and Ai Laau is back, along with Pele, and we are seeing both surface. If we look at the overall point of evolution this makes perfect sense. We go through shifts of all feminine, all masculine and back and forth until some point we bring them both into balance. This is the part of the story where the two finally come together to make peace and work harmoniously. It will bring growing pains and devastation but if we allow it, it will create something more amazing than we could have ever imagined. This is happening within us individually as well. We are being invited to accept the shadow and the light and allow them to come together in harmony to activate all of our angles and shades and colors, so we can fully create with all of our being and not find ourselves limited to one aspect.
If you are still fighting your shadow…if you are still allowing others judgements to keep you in a limited version…if you are being silent to keep the peace, while suffering inside, it is time to set yourselves free. Pretending everything is ok to avoid conflict and keep things in love and peace is bullshit. You can put icing and sprinkles on a turd and call it a cupcake but it’s still a turd! We have to face ourselves and love both aspects of our being. I promise you will find that both aspects are divine and imperative to true creation. Good and bad are an illusion that no longer exist in our world. There is no victim when you realize you are playing both parts…and you are. The only drama, trauma, catastrophe and devastation is when you are comparing your reality to something you expect or desire it to be. We have never lived today…so how do we know what it’s supposed to look like? Instead of judging the moment based on what we thought it would be, be present in the moment for what it is and see and experience the magic. You worked lifetimes to create it…why waste it? Shoots…I guess I could have just said that ten paragraphs ago…but where would the fun in that be?
I love you so much and if you read to the end…thank you for being present and riding this wave with me. Thank you for helping bring through this information and witnessing it with me.
Sending you huge aloha and as always…please share feedback and questions. I want more than anything for you to get it…for that aha moment to knock you on your butts and lift you into a space with so much potential and new opportunity.
***Remember that dimensions are simply the evolution of our frequency. Don’t be intimidated or distracted by the terminology. ***
Our third dimensional projections of fifth dimensional beings come thru us in the form of what most people know as the Hathor’s. Some of us have journeyed and worked with Hathor’s and know what they look and feel like but I would invite you to release any attachment to what that is. If you don’t know them, you actually have an advantage. Remember that we can only receive and perceive what we have within ourselves. What they look like to us when viewed from our 3rd dimensional expression and limitations is not how we will perceive them in 4th or when we embody them in 5th. Example…if someone explains something to you from a college level understanding but you only have a fifth grade level understanding…you will grasp it from a fifth grade level. It will be expanded to the fullest potential you have but is still based on your individual potential. When you meet a fifth dimensional being in a third dimensional frequency, they are limited by the color and frequency you have to project them with. It is like watching a high definition movie on a black and white tv.
When I shifted, for a split second, into myself in fifth dimensional form I found several things I wanted to share. First, I was another color. Our closest interpretation is blue but it was more of an organic, moving color that shifted hues with movement, frequency and surroundings. It was almost as if my body was only showing edges based on the space between myself and another animated object or being. Metallic is the closest thing I can use to describe it and bordering between silver, platinum and blue. It wasn’t flat like the color we have but fluid. Imagine overlaying the Predator (when he is in invisible mode) and an Avatar. As I typed this I realized how perfect those two are in their opposite perfection.
I was able to move through music…or actually my movement created music. Every movement and shift of frequency created a sound. I don’t think this is something new, just that we aren’t aware of it or quiet enough to hear it. It made me aware that dogs are currently holding this frequency for us. Remember, everything in fifth dimension already exists in fourth…it is just separate from itself. Once it unites and comes together, you shift into the next dimension naturally. You have to master it individually and then together.
Incidentally, this made me remember that energetically the reason cows are so sacred to some groups of people is because they hold space for absolute, physical consumption. Holding this space creates the opposite in the form of opportunity for absolute detachment from consumption. If I am living in absolute light, there is automatically a counterpart holding space for absolute shadow. Being able to sustain off pure light and frequency is only possible because the cow lives life to do nothing but consume the physical earth.
I am still working through the feeling of being in my new frequency and there is much more to come. For now I have remembered this…we come into first dimension as “one” but in a one dimensional form. We would compare this to being androgynous but unaware the possibility for different sexes even exist. After we have expanded all variations of being one, we enter into the second dimension and reflect outwardly everything we are not…our absolute opposite. We spend the second dimension mastering ourselves as polarity. We know this as the nuclear family…being one female and one male procreating together. This is where the Virgin Mary story originated. It has been translated that she was a virgin that became pregnant but she was actually the first woman to become pregnant once we shifted into the second dimension. Jesus was the first child born through physical childbirth, requiring one man and one woman. Joining the two strands of DNA from a male and female created what we know as the double helix. The vibration, frequency and friction between the two made the connections and created our next phase of evolution. Naturally the child of an organic born, dualistic union with additional strands of activated DNA had more information and became our messiah. He was the first being that had physically joined DNA and carried both lineages within his body, holding both the masculine and feminine within himself. The piece most hidden is that he had a twin. Mary Magdeline was also born along side Jesus and later become lovers as well as the first blueprint for twin flames. Magdeline was called Mary Magdeline because of her mother…Mary. Jesus was resurrected, not because he came back from the dead, but because he was the first that was able to carry on his frequency, seed and life through his children. Procreation was now possible, which was a miracle to those that had never seen it before. It has all been lost in translation because we needed it hidden until now.
Once we have mastered polarity in the second, we enter into third dimension where we experience this through every option possible in a spherical, holistic way; male with female, female with female, male with male, male in female body with female in male body, etc. We now have both within ourselves and can experience it at all variations…and that is the point. Mastering literally means to expand and contract to the fullest potential…creating and experiencing every possibility.
At this time we enter into the fourth dimension where we project this reflection outward. It’s very much like in second dimension but holds space for both aspects within ourselves. In other words, the balanced masculine and feminine within a male body and the balanced masculine and feminine within a female body and we experience everything separately but working toward coming together. It’s literally a combination of second and third…see a pattern? Once we bring the two frequencies full circle and within themselves, we enter fifth dimension where we come in with all facets, perfectly balanced within one androgynous body. Instead of the two birthing outwardly to create a third, they create inwardly and are born into one body…a beautiful blend of dimensions 1-4 to create a new. The two are making constant love within themselves and are physically a walking orgasm. It is not like anything we can imagine here…pure and potent, and our natural frequency. It is not something you can only reach for moments, with effort, like we now know but a natural state of being. It is what we imagine as bliss multiplied by what seems like infinity with no limits.
We have the illusions of love and fear in the fourth dimension because it represents the time we spend in our natural state (love) and our unnatural state (fear). However, to experience actual love, which is pure in our natural state, the two must be aligned together, equally embodied and expressed simultaneously. The act of not feeling whole when you aren’t in your natural state of love, is what dilutes the state when you are in it because we are holding space for knowing it’s special, while it’s happening, which can’t exist without being attached and in fear of when it’s gone. Whoa…the layers are thick.
Good news is…it will be much easier to get the masculine on board if we share that the evolution leads to a state of 24/7 orgasm. Let’s leave out the part about the penis going away!
More to come on this…but wanted to get it into the ethers so it can begin to expand and grow!
We all have a natural radar within our being that tells us when something is right or wrong. What we aren’t taught is that our right and wrong is unique and personal. While we gravitate towards people that are similar and will share similar views and opinions influenced by age, geography, and many other things, our experience is meant to be one of a kind. At the root of all understanding, one simple truth exists…there is no truth. We are here to do nothing more than experience life and that is everything. Our entire purpose is be 100% our authentic selves…one that has never been or ever will be again. Every time we veer off the path of who we are, we lose a piece of ourselves, like breadcrumbs on an unknown road. It takes time and effort to backtrack and reclaim those pieces of ourselves.
When you begin looking within, you realize no matter how similar we are to someone else, there are always differences, if nothing more than the space and time we came into the world. If there is even a one percent difference, then we must accept there are no absolutes. If there are no absolutes we can’t hold anyone accountable to our own understanding and truth. Therefore the radar that governs our instincts and decision making can not be applied to other people in the same way.
What we can do is share our understanding with those who we co-create so that they may remember truth in our words or are reminded of their own truth they have within. Either way, we are holding space for each other to be our authentic selves. We are giving permission to others and ourselves to honor the expression we have come here to be. We are remembering that we are meant to celebrate our differences because they are what make life interesting and new. If every station played the same song, what would be the point? If you are gifted the light of life and spend every moment of your precious time repeating and imitating what other people have already done, what did you contribute to the masterpiece of life? Make your mark. Shine your light. Contribute your unique shade of crayon amongst a box of unlimited colors. BeYouToFul!
I remember when I first began my journey; the information was coming in so quickly and life was changing so drastically. Things finally began making sense and feeling the shift from living life hoping things would work out to realizing I create my own reality was exhilarating. I wanted to scream it from the rooftops. I wanted to teach everyone. I especially wanted everyone I love to experience this same feeling of waking up and taking back their power. What I didn’t realize was this was just a different form of attachment but also a natural progression of the process.
It is natural to want to help people, especially the ones you love. It has become a big part of the worlds conscious movement to hold love in a higher regard, which I will discuss in my judgement blog, and surfaced a common catch phrase and action of sending love to others. What we have to realize is that not everyone wants our love. Not everyone wants our help or sees their views and truth as wrong or not already in the vibration of love. Not only that but often times sending someone love when in conflict or disagreement, does nothing more than distract from what we could be sending to ourselves or those that really do want and need it. As we continuously see, our intended love only loses momentum as it’s met with fear and negativity and comes back to us diluted and shifted, which creates more work for us.
An alternative suggestion is to remain centered, allowing the other to be whatever frequency they are choosing in pure authenticity This extends the same permission to ourselves. How can we ever be 100% ourselves if we don’t first allow others the same opportunity.
It’s challenging when looking at it in this light or when it’s personal…but comparing it to something trivial it becomes so obvious. Example…If you and a loved one went to dinner and they loved steak and ordered a juicy ribeye but you didn’t like meat and ordered a tuna salad instead…you wouldn’t think anything of the differences except preference and taste. This is the same with paths…they are simply two different choices. For the other person, their actions and choices are as right for their path as ours are for us.
This week we are working on automation. If you haven’t heard me talk about this before, automation has several levels to it but the human level we will begin with aligns itself with procrastination. How many times during the day do you say to yourself or others…”remind me to do this,” or “don’t let me forget to.” These are forms of procrastination but more important they are forms of energy leaks. 2017 is all about taking your energy back and the best way to do this is to find where you have leaks and eliminate them.
I used to have a habit of bringing in the mail and starting a pile in the kitchen of bills to take care of or things to do. The mail stacks up, some even junk that could easily be thrown away. This is what happens when you have mental lists of to do’s. They pile up and create an energetic shelf with energetic items on them. Each item requiring you to hold space for it, cluttering your mind and your field. Imagine all of the things you need to do literally weighing down on you in every moment. You may not realize how much energy you hold for these but there is literally an energetic cord to every one of them, attached to an energy leak floating above your head like a dark cloud blocking your light until you give it attention and allow it to clear.
Automation is taking care of things as soon as they come up. It can be as simple as having to pee. I will get so busy sometimes that I won’t give myself the time to go to the bathroom. Energetically I sit there obsessing about having to go but will keep doing what I am doing, at a lesser capacity because I am mentally and energetically distracted. This happens with everything you are putting off in your life. Calling a client, filing your taxes, doing the dishes, renewing your tags, etc. etc. etc.
As soon as something comes up, take care of it and get it off of your plate. This frees your energy so that you can use it for more important things and create clearly. Give yourself a chunk of time now, verses a fraction of time constantly until you finally do take care of it. Remember that time is an illusion anyway, so gift yourself as much as you need and it will all get done efficiently.
It is time to remember that control is an illusion. We are never in control, only in creation. This means that our reality is entirely our responsibility to create, which in turn reminds us that no one has any control over it or us. We have to look at this on a very deep level. It is easy to say we have heard this before or we know it but our response in every day life shows us we aren’t living it. I intend to begin doing that now.
I started understanding this truth through technology. News, social media, and the consensus began telling us that Big Brother was watching and that all of our technology was being monitored and used against us. I believed this and began feeding into what was now becoming a common belief. As I expanded out of the illusion and saw it from a broader perspective, I remembered that technology is just as organic as I am and that it can only be outside of me if it is inside of me. I realized this negative belief system around technology was simply another part of the program of disempowerment. Instead of accepting that I am a powerful enough creator that I’m able to work with technology to bring into my physical reality what is in my direct frequency and energy field…I created a super power outside of myself, lovingly known as “they” or “the powers that be” to monitor my every thought and conversation and immediately display it on whatever device I happen to be using in the moment. When I would begin talking randomly about grey hair in conversation and I go onto my phone and see an advertisement for grey hair color…I give that power over to a source outside of myself that was listening and able to immediately display it on my phone instead of thinking I manafested it myself. When I do this same process organically in my immediate reality, which I do on a daily basis, I see it as synchronicity, but when I do it through an advanced technological device, it’s Big Brother? I don’t think so.
This is a direct program to disempower my innate ability to create my reality and put that power in the hands of an illusionary enemy. It in turn creates fear around the biggest tool I have, that took me the entire third dimension to create, the technological matrix. The entire third dimension and all versions of ourselves in the third dimension are now being beautifully housed and played out in the matrix…which we have access to every time we connect in to electronic technology. It is the biggest shaming of our past and fear of our future we have ever created. That’s for another post.
So…do I believe there are people and businesses and groups out there wanting to control me and manipulate my reality…absolutely. Do I think they have the power over me to do that? Nope. Do I think I let them anyway? Yep. Will I continue to allow this? Hell no. Let me know tell you how.
What I just laid out above is no secret. I do have the power to create my reality and so do you. Deep down we all know this and the ones that figured it out first are living in our shadow, simultaneously taking advantage of our fear of accepting the responsibility and inspiring us to fully step into our power. The shadow side knows they can’t take this power from us but they also know we fear it. So, they/we/me feed us seeds of fear, that we ferociously plant and water daily through social media and personal communications.
Take weather control for example. The weather is a direct reflection of our emotional body. There is not one person that can control the weather for an entire town or state or country, it is a group effort. We can individually manipulate the weather in our direct area through authentic emotional response. If a group understands this and accepts it, but we don’t, they still can’t control it themselves but they can create reactions from us through the use of fear and manipulation. Can CERN control weather…no…but can they leak secret documents and interviews that say they can, causing an entire group of people to believe it, therefore changing the group consciousness into emotional turmoil that in turn affects the weather…yes.
I once joked, while on a diet and suffering from a serious case of hangriness, that I was going to look up anorexia in the Messages From the Body book and create in my life whatever issues cause it…so I could effortlessly lose weight and accomplish my goal backwards. This is the same concept. By using our fear to convince us of something that isn’t true, we create it ourselves and eliminate the need of the other side needing to do it at all.
Another example of this is Bernie Sanders. There was an entire group of us that were disenchanted with politics, choosing to spend our energy on things that were relevant and we could actually influence. We were very powerful, conscious creators, that were awake and beginning to potently create in the world. You could see how this could be an issue for a system wanting to control the masses. Enter stage Bernie Sanders. Finally, someone we could all relate to and he was speaking our language, getting attention and could actually be a candidate. You have our attention. Carrot…walk…carrot…walk. Then, after we are vested, seeing a future where someone could be in power that represents us, we are left with arguably two of the most opposing, shadow versions of our reality that could exist and we have to vote on one. This left many of us upset and still vested. Some of the lightest people I know are now involved in the political argument and upset…bitter…angry. They are in the arena and playing the game…one that they didn’t believe in a couple years ago. Not only that but the peace and perspective they worked so hard to attain was now filled with feelings of unfairness, inequality and focus on complete shadow. Mission accomplished.
Every time we share something negative on social media, we feed it. Every time we share how powerless we are, we affirm it. Every time we argue our differences, we put more space in between ourselves. It doesn’t mean everything is perfect…it only means that we are choosing to focus on our reality. Most of the things shared on social media, the person sharing has not had any direct relationship with. It’s gossip…even if it’s coming from a supposedly reliable source. There are so many things in our community that we can actually make a difference with, but we spend our illusion of time on things that are so far detached from us they are safe. Safe from us actually having to do anything except hit a button on our computer and spread anger and blame and disempowerment. There are things that are disheartening that we will share…when we are calling to action an actual action. People in the community being displaced by lava and we are sharing to come together to gather food or make donations. If there is an imbalance in our neighborhood that we need to come together to make change on. These are real, tangible things we can make a difference on and that need awareness. A dog in India that was beaten beyond recognition and there is a video of it…what are you possibly accomplishing by sharing this? The First Lady wearing a jacket that has a statement on it that is inappropriate for the situation…what is the point? And you do really think with all of the advisors and staff that the presidency has that this was not intentional and strategic. And what do we do? Give our shadow and fear exactly what it wants…more shadow and fear. STOP. Or at least know that you are on that path of disempowerment and own it. I won’t judge you. I won’t let you continue to plug into me and use my energy because I am choosing to source my own, from within myself and I am inviting you to do the same.
“They”…“The Powers that Be”…”Big Brother”….these are simply other versions of yourself that are manifesting because you won’t accept you create your reality. You are still creating your reality but when done unconsciously out of fear, it results in the illusion someone else is doing it and from seeds of fear come realities you aren’t in love with. Even writing this I had a program run that said “oh this post will be taken down”…my automation kicked in and said no it won’t because I am ready to hear this and so are you. You are ready to know this and stop running these programs. They served you at one point but now they aren’t and it’s obvious through the pain and suffering you are seeing in the feedback you are getting. I invite you to stop being controlled and trying to control and start creating instead. We can do this!
I love you!!!